~kEnApA nIe~

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RABBI...SUSAH SGT KE NAK B'DKWAH..??
KE AQ NIE JER YG X NAK???
WAKTU ON9,SMBG MRAPU BLEY PLAK..
YA ALLAH...
AQ BTOL2 X PHM..NAPE AQ DAH BRUBAH...
NAPE AQ DA X BLEY NAK JADI CAM DULU...
BLEY G SOLAT AWAL..
DGR TAZKIRAH..
BACE AL-MATHURAT...
BACE AL-QURAN SLALU..
TAPI..
NAPE SKARANG AQ DAH X MMPU NAK WAT CAMTU LAGI..
KE SEBAB ATY NIE DAH GELAP SGT...:(
KAT SKOLAH PLAK..
AQ JADI MALU KLAU JMPA NGAN FAIZREEN...
AQ TAU,
MUNGKIN DIA PRASAN YG AQ DAH BRUBAH...
YE LAA...KISAS MMG SESUAI NGAN DIE...
TAPI NGAN AQ????
NTAHLAH..
X DE SAPE KAT SANE YG MMPU BNTU AQ BRUBAH...
EVEN KAT SANE KBNYAKNNYE CAM 'MALAIKAT'...
TAPI SORG PUN X PHM..
AND NAPE KAT SMKA DULU..
YH X DE BIAH SOLEHAH..
AQ MMPU TUK UBAH DIRI AQ..
TAPI KAT KISAS..
YG T'KNAL DGN BIAH YG SGT BAIK..
AQ JADI MAKIN TROK...
YA ALLAH..AQ BTOL2 X PHM...
NIE BARU KAT KISAS..
CAMNE PLAK KAT LUAR NNTI..
AQ X NAK MATI DLM KKUFURAN...
AQ X NAK MATI WKTU AQ TGH BUAT MAKSIAT...
AQ X NAK MATI KTIKA AQ LANGGAR PRINTAH ENGKAU...
YA ALLAH...
AQ MOHON SGT2...
JGN ENGKAU TINGGALKN AQ SORG2
JGN ENGKAU UJI AQ LEBIH DARI KMAMPUANKU...
ITU JER YG HAMBAMU YG HINA INI MNTAK...
~AMPUNILAH SEGALA DOSAKU~




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ASSALAMUALAIKUM....
DA LAME RASENYE X POST KAT BLOG NI.
LGIPUN..TAUN NIE ASYIK BUSY JEWR MEMANJANG..
MAKLUMLAH..DA F5..NAK SPM LA KATAKAN...K ARH,
SKEJAP JEWR NIE..JUST NAK EDIT JEWR.
OK..........ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

can't.be.perfect

7:53 PM Edit This 0 Comments »
salam..
haisy~da lme tak posting ape2 kat blog nie..
b'sawang2 da ak tgk..
so i've design new header..haha~
huduh kn?sory la bdak bru blaja kot..
tempalte un ak da tuka..
hee~
weyh2~
nape kau kate tu last entry kau?
ngade ek?
suke sgt wat org rse sdeyh..
ak nanges kot bce entry kau uh..
kau suka kn wat ak sdeyh?
so skang ak plak nk ko tau KEBENARANNYA~
sile bace n always hoping yg kau phm..
ok,the truth about ak ngan dye(kau tau spe kn?)is kitorg tak kapel..
diulang kami tak kapel!
statement kau sgt2 la slh..
nape la kau dgr ckp diorg?
haiseh~~
ak kcewa kot..
kmi cuma brkwn..
and frankly speaking for the sake of truth,rse suka tu mmg ade...
dan utk pgtahuan kau,dye bknlah sbb nape ak suruh kau pgi kat bdak uh..
klo la dye pnybabnye,takkn la ak nk nanges2 truk2 time ak wat decision uh?
so sile la pike ye~
ak da agk yg kau takkn dpt nk trima dye..
but thnx la sbb kau da wat dye hepi..
i know klo la dye thu kbnrnnye msty dye akn lg sakit..
tp..
hisy~~
ntah la...
ak un da ta bley nk pike da nie..
wat eva un ak pon rse cam nk close dah blog nie...
biar la ianya jd sejarah lame..
so last words from me:
thnx 4 evrything kayh?ak tatau la cane nk balas sume budi baik kau..
klo la kau bley bce ape yg ak rse skang,mgkin kau akn phm...tp ak tau kau takkn pnah phm...u'll never understand how hurt it is..:(


 sakit sngt..smpaikn satu mase uh ak rse cam life ak da meaningless..
haha~terrible kn?
it takes a really long time nk smbuhkn blik..
ak harp kau ley la biasekn dri kat sne..skola tu bgus..
and i believe kau akn jmpe yg lg baik...prcayelah~
memori kita tu bkn la duri dlm hati ak,tp ak akn simpn sbg knangan t'indah ak..:')
thnx,thnx sgt2~
ak x lyk utk kau,n i hope u'll forget me~
ape2 pon,kau maseh kwn ak...
tp bkn mcm dlu..
i'm starting my new life..
and i hope you too...
sorry~
ak bkn bdak baik..:(
jge dri and take care..
ak akn rndu kau shbat..
oh ya!keychain uh ak akn smpan sbg tnde prshbtan kite..:)thnx..

coz we lost it all
nothing else forever 
i'm sorry,i can't be perfect...
and now it's just too late
and we can't go back
i'm sorry,i can't be perfect~

 
notahatikertas:t8 care..:')

!!!ThE LAsT onE!!!

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Assalamualaikum......
lme btol x bukak blog ni...
dah b'habuk...
hmmmm........
taun ni mrupekn taun yg plg mnyedihkn bgi aq.....
kena b'pisah dgn kawan2......
kena lpskn seseorg yg aq suke dri aty aq....
susah utk aq menerima takdir ni....
hai....mlgnyer nasib....
aritu....time aq blik skul ari isnin pas cuti raye cina....
diorg sume pggil aq ultrman...
aq x phm langsung....ultraman lah,guli lah...
smpai la wan ariff cite prkara yg sbenar...
time tu....hanya ALLAH je yg tau...camne prasaan aq...
hati aq mcm dipijak2...sakit sgt...
wan ariff citer psl die dan amirul.....
cdeyh btol...klau itu la alasan die,
utk suruh aq pegi kpd maher....aq mmg x bley trima...
at least ckp la yg dia dah suke org lain...
huh....aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
anis.........
kan senang klau ko citer kat aq....
hmmm...x pe lar...bnda dah jadi...
nak wat camne....lgpun pasni,
aq da nak pndah....x de la ko nak nyampah asyik tgk muke aq jewr...
aq tulis ni pun sbab nak ckp sumthing ngan ko....
aq nak mntak maaf kat ko...dri ujung rmbut smpai ujung kaki...
aq tau aq byk wat slh ngan ko....slalu mrh ko...
pasni...aq da tak kaco ko dah...aq hrp ko dpt jge diri ko...
aq dgr yg ko n amirul da kapel...x tau la ntol ke tak...
tapi klau btol...aq arap die dpt jge ko elok2...
klau die lpaskn ko...die org pling bodoh skali...
ermm....
nmpaknyer aq sorang je la yg blom jmpe pggnti di aty aq...
aq mntak maaf sgt2...aq x bley na bkak aty aq utk die..
die x mcm ko...die lain sgt...die x mmahami haty aq...
pasni dah x de sape2 nak mmahami aty aq dah...
                                                  n pasni aq kena la thn prasaan rndu aq....

aq hrp...ko akn lupekn aq...
x perlu la ko nak ingat kngn yg akn jdi duri dlm aty ko...
utk yg t'akhir kali....aq nak ckp..
yg aq syg sgt kat ko...pasni aq dah x de pluang nak ckp dah...
aq nak ko tau yg aq x kan pernah brhentai mnyintai ko....
aq jnji....ari slasa ni aq dtg skolah....aq hrp...
aq dpt tgk ko...sbelom aq kluar dri skul tu....
nmpak nyer....lgu ni..dah btol2 sebati dgn diri aq...
x pe lah...ko kngn yg plg manis pnah aq ade...
ko kwn yg plg aq syg....aq x kan pnah lupekn ko...
k lah...ini post aq yg terakhir....pasni,aq serahkn blog ni kat ko...
klau ko x nak...biar kn je la...
aq hrp ko hepi ngan amirul...aq nak tepon ko tapi..
aq tau mesti ko x suke...
erm nnti kim slm kat adik ko yer terutama si shauqi tu...
aq hrp dia pndai bwk diri kat smka tu...
k...take care yer...gud luck in smka...
ko la kwn aq smpai bile..
assalamualaikum... :p

wHyy???!!!

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                Ya ALLAH...
          nape sume ni mesti jadi..
salah ke aq ingin mncintai seorg prmpuan...
                      atau..
   maybe ade hikmah d sbalik sume ni..
                  x pe lahh...
                  aq redha...
                     weiy..
      aq nak ucap time kasih kat ko..
              ko laa..sape agi..
      thnkZ c0z sudi jdi kwn aq...
    aq tau aq byk mnyakitkn aty ko...
            aq mnta maaf sgt2...
          kdg2 aq tlampau emo..
                   sori eik..
      bkn senang nak cari org cam ko..
ko sggup krbankan kbhgiaan ko utk org lain..
               mesti sakitkn..
      nape la ko perlu buat sume ni...
                    lagi satu..
  aq dah ckp ape yg ko suruh kat dye..
              Tuhan je lar yg tau...
    camne peritnye time aq ckp bnda tu..
                   biar lah..
            lgpun aq wat utk ko..
      aq arap pasni kite still jdi kwn..
            itu jer yg aq hrp..
      aq nak ko tau satu prkara..
        ko da tau psl bnda ni...
        aq just nak ulang jewr..
        aq nak ko btol2 phm...
       aq sayaaang sgt kat ko..
     dan aq x kan pernah b'henti...
                 itu jnji aq..
     k lah..nothing w0rds 2 say.. :(
        i hope u always be hepi..
   thankz 4 everything my friend..
        thankz very much...>>

sacrifices:')

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salam...
hooyah~
brsawang la blog nie..
hee~
sory2 la ek nyebok...
ngah tder kje..
eceh,pdhal ta sdar dri hw btimbun....


byk kn2??
hee~
aq rse hw kau un msty brtimbun gak....
sptutnye kau bsyukur tau tder wifi kat umah...
tder la kau lagha je ngadap mnde alah nie...
so2..
sbnrnye aq nk mncoretkn sesuatu kat sni..
maybe my last word...
haha..
msty kau nyampah an bile aq ckp cam uh??
pkcik...
ta yah la mrh2..
ta hnsem tau2??
huu~
smnjak due mnjak nie kite tlah mghadapi probs yg sgt rumit kn??
hwa,ayat ta bley bla..
ngee~skema rite??
n kite da un wat decision yg masing2 tau sgt2 la susah smpai amek mse brhary2...
ko nk tau x??
aq da byk kali nanges stiap kli aq pike decision yg aq sndri wat...
haha..sengal kn??
buah haty awk nie tder la kuat sgt tau2??
sory la coz spnjang kite knl(or brkwn)aq da byk kali saket an hty kau ame ade scre sgje mahupon x...
haha...aq kn nakal??
tp kau skit un ta pnah marh aq...
kau ttp lyn aq ngan baek..
kau ttp larat kn dri nk pujuk bdak sewel nie..
kau sggup nk dgr aq nanges..
>>kau la laki first yg pnah aq call sbb nk nanges...:)
kau sggup thn klo aq psiko kau...
kau jgk la yg slalu anta msj gudnite kat aq even aq slalu ttido..
da trlalu byk mnde yg kau wat utk aq yg aq sndri sgt2 la trhutang budi ngan kau..
aq still ingat air jagung kau,cadbury saiz giga kau..
haha...
kau sweet,siyes...


kau manis cam gule2 nie..
eyt jgn geli plak..
haha
aq ikhlas nie...
sory if this decision makes you hurt..
but if u want to know..
it's hurt me more..
but it's okay aq orait jep..
hope pasnie kau da ta tensen da tau..
klo la mase bley dputar balek kn??
huu~
believe me,all this thing happens for a reason...
trust me kayh??
aq sgan nk ckp nie tp...
aq syg kau tau??
smpai bile2 kau ttp pelangi aq..
yg da warnekan hidup aq..
yg wat aq hepi...
thnx 4 evrythng...
aq ta kn pnah lpekan kau...
k2,no words to be spoken out...
hope kau bhgie kayh??
:)




notekecik:kne kuat tau??:)

xoxo
pelangi :)
 

Di Saat Aku Mencintaimu – Dadali

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Mengapa kau pergi
Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu
Berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku

Menyendiri lagi
Menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

**Aku inginkan dirimu
    Datang dan temui aku
    Kan ku katakan padamu
    Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
    Aku inginkan dirimu
    Datang dan temui aku
    Kan ku katakan padamu
    Aku sangat mencinta

Menyendiri lagi
Menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

**Aku inginkan dirimu
    Datang dan temui aku
    Kan ku katakan padamu
    Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
    Aku inginkan dirimu
    Datang dan temui aku
    Kan ku katakan padamu
    Aku sangat mencinta

#Semoga engkau kan mengerti
  Tentang perasaan ini
  Maaf ku telah terbuai
  Akan indahnya cinta
  Maaf sungguh ku tak bisa
  Untuk kembali padamu
  Maaf ku telah terbuai
  Akan indahnya cinta

**Aku inginkan dirimu
    Datang dan temui aku
    Kan ku katakan padamu
   Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
   Aku inginkan dirimu
   Datang dan temui aku
   Kan ku katakan padamu
   Aku sangat mencinta

Aku inginkan diri mu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencinta

..A mI$sInG..

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                              Hmm..
                     Rmai btol yg pndah..
                   pasni f4 tggl ckit je la...
                x rmai cam time f3 dulu...
         klau la bleh patah balik ke taon lpas..
      kan best...too much meMories with them..
                      i can't forget it...
                           pasni..
      x tau bile lagi nak jumpe diorang sume..
       bkn senang nak cri kwn cam diorang..
             always smile...always happy...
  They're the reason why i can't leave the SRISS
                            hope....
               diorang akn sntiasa hepi...
            even kat mane diorang brada....

+congratskawan!!+

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salam...
hey2,suda lme ta mnconteng ini blog..
huk2..
busy kot..=='
ok2..
tanak mnconteng bebanyak..
juz wanna wish to tuan pnye blog nie...
congrat4!!
thniah bebyk tau 4 ur excellent rsult...
aq hepi utk kau...
huk2..
nmpknye aq suda klh ngan kau..
but you deserves it kn??
sronok tgk kau hepi kayh?
jgn jd cam aq tau..
=='
hope rsult nie jd peniup smangat kau utk bjaye 4 ur spm..
nmpknye aq kne ckp gudbye la kat kisas..
=]
wat eva pon aq yakin kau akn dpt kisas..
congrats again ek..
tder hadiah la..
sory2~
k,no words to be spoken out...



WrItTeN iN ThE STaRs

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[Eric Turner]
Oh written in the stars
A million miles away
A message to the main
Ooooh
Seasons come and go
But I will never change
And I’m on my way

[Tinie Tempah - Verse 1]
Lets go…
Yeah
You’re listening now
They say they aint heard nothing like this in a while
Thats why they play my song on so many different dials
Cause I got more hits than a disciplined child
When they see me everybody brrrrrap’s, brrrrrraps
Man I’m like a young gun fully black Barrack
I cried tear drops over the massive attack
I only make hits like I work with a racket and bat
Look at my jacket and hat
So damn berserk
So down to earth
I’m bringing gravity back
Adopted by the major I want my family back
People work hard just to get all their salary taxed
Look Im just a writer from the ghetto like Malory blackman
Where the hells all the sanity at, damn
I used to be the kid that no one cared about
Thats why you have to keep screaming til they hear you out

[Chorus]
Oh Written In The Stars
A Million Miles Away
 Message To The Main
Ooooh
Seasons Come And Go
But I Will Never Change
And I'm On My Way

[Tinie Tempah - Verse 2]
Yeah, I needed a change
When we ate we never took because we needed a change
I needed a break
For a sec I even gave up believing and praying
I even done the legal stuff and was leaded astray
Now money is the root to the evilist ways
But have you ever been so hungry that it keeps you awake
Mate, now my hunger would leave them amazed
Great, it feels like a long time coming, fam
Since the day I thought of that cunning plan
One day I had a dream I tried to chase it
But I wasn’t going nowhere, running man!
I knew that maybe someday I would understand
Trying to turn a tenner to a hundred grand
Everyones a kid that no-one cares about
You just have to keep screaming until they hear you out

[Chorus]
Oh Written In The Stars
A Million Miles Away
A Message To The Main
Ooooh
Seasons Come And Go
But I Will Never Change
And I'm On My Way

[Outro]

Hry2 UtK aQ N KmOo..=)

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haha...lwak x en3 aq kli nie???susa btol klo ade jiwa yg jiwang nie...
ecece...bfalsafah...
anyway aq un ta tau npe aq pick tjuk nie...
maybe coz aq haha wat to say ha??fall in love??
ntah la...fall in love erk...aq un ta tau la...
susa kot mau describe cne fall in love..
fall in love uh means klo kite da jtuh ske kt ssorg ke??
ops bkn2...abeh uh...can some1 bgtau aq cne fall in love uh...
haha..ta tau la...
tp dlm kes aq aq un ta tau la aq da fall in love ke blom..
rse cam da,tp kdg2 rse cam x...
huhu ta tau la...tp yg aq rse skrg...aq da jtuh syg kt dye...
n skang nie dye da jd besties aq...
sume org ta tau kmi da jd besties..haha,mti la kami klo diorg tau..
haha but yg pnting aq syg kt dye n aq ta nak pisah ngan dye...
klo tkdir da tentu an,aq psrh..
but aq nk dye tau no matter what happen,aq ttp syg dye as my besties k...
aq ta kn lpe an ko...ko an teardrops aq??haha...
thnx 4 all ur advice,silly jokes ko...that's really makes me happy..
even both of us tau prasaan sbnr between us,aq nk ko pndam an...
saket tu mmg,but it was the best 4 us....
haha...i miss u la...=p
tu je la yg aq nk coret an...
aQ hRp Ko pHm...
 

SoMeThInG aBoUt lOvE-dAvId ArChuLeTta

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haha,first nye nk minx maap kt tuan blog nie coz tulih mnde mrepek2....
hurm tp aq ttp nk post lyric nie...
enjoy k coz aq ngah fanatic ngan lgu nie....

Something 'bout love, love
Something 'bout love, love

Every night it's all the same
You're frozen by the phone
You wait, something's changed
You blame yourself every day
You do it again every night

There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, it sets you free
There's something 'bout love that tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh, you still believe

When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, but don't give up
There's something 'bout love

When you were young, scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along and make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time and live and let live

There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, it sets you free
There's something 'bout love that tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh, you still believe

When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, but don't give up


posted by:bUdAK.giLeR.tPy.CoMeY.

iDoP nIe PerLu sAcRiFiCe An???

5:15 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
salam sumer...
haha,amcm tjok entry aq kali nie??ade grand x??
huhu aq pon x tau npe aq plih tjuk nie...
mndlm kot mksd dye...haha tp idop nie mmg btol an kne ade pgorbnan...
kdg2 ape yg kite syg tu la yg kite kne korbn an....
ape yg kite ske wat tu la yg kite kne korbn kn....
mmg la sket tp tu la yg tbaek...
aq ckp gnie un coz aq pon ngah dlam proses pgorbnan nie..haha..
aq kne korbn an....ape erk??
ta yah la cer,malu kot....nnty aq sdeyh...=(
ta mau la cdeyh2...
hurm....ape yg korg akn wat if org yg korg syg srh wt mnde yg korg sndry un x psty kuat ke idak nk wt??
haha...ntah pa pe la aq nie...
but.if mende uh tu utk kbaekan bsme...
tntu x slh an??
haha,nie sje utk mlm yg hening nie....t aq update mnde len plak...
nyway aq da tkr lgu profile...
just the way u are-bruno mars....enjoy la...
aq ske quote nie....
  

KeJe Aq LpS PMR....

1:41 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
haha,rse cm klaka jep tjok nie...
abeh PMR mrupekn slh stu impian aq time f3 nieyh....
n da tcapai da un!!!
hepi gyle time kuar dwn besar uh...rse cm nk lompt2 trjun bgnan je....
excited kot...
blek je claz kwn2 aq sume wt operasi mengclear an buku yg btimbun2 uh...
cm nie la byknye books ktorg uh...hahaha...
then aq n da geng blek asrme wt ape lg tido la....
haha,tu srh bahana stayup x ingt dunia...
pa pe un aq nk listkn sume mnde yg aq nk wat pas pmr:\
~tido...
~mkn byk2...
~surf internet...
~update blog bru...
~nk wat fb lg skali....
~tido...
~lepak...
~jln2 kliling tmn...
~haha....tido again....
gempak x??haha...k la pnat nk taip....thnx 4 singgah...



ReD_I$LaMiCtIsM

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